can you smile

I remember that feeling from a long time ago
When I looked at you
I remembered that time when I knew you
And you knew me
I think about those desperate times
When I wanted to be like you,
To hang out with you
But it’s merely a memory that passed

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

I remember a long time ago
When I received your heart
I think of those times when you were
So loving towards to me, and I was thankful
We came across a farewell,
When we were the most in love
And when we were the happiest
I couldn’t hold you back because you were
So loving towards me, because I was sorry

And still, still, in the end, still I…
But probably in the end… I still…
And still, still, in the end, still I…
But in the end, I still…

But I was suffocating from your frequent words
You tell me with rage
That my way of talking and my actions
Made you lose your words
And they made your anger rise
On this violent night

The starts lit up the sky and the moon shone
And you went steadily down your path
The night and moon are coming,
They’re just covered up by stars
The moon will always stay there
I’ll always be here for you, want you

And, can you smile? I want to take
I want to hold it all back
Because you can only be happy
Once you leave my side
And, can you smile? I said to go
I said that I’m okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
But this in the end